Monday, October 15, 2007

Blah

I've just been thinking a lot today. A lot more than I should. And thinking is not always a "good" thing. Like in class when you SHOULD be paying attention. I'm thinking about life. About what my true passions are (because I'm sort of a "jack of all trades"). I'm thinking about the choices I've made that have led me up to this point and the people I've met. I wonder about how different my life would have been if I had never gone to Baylor. Because I regret going. I should have never even gone. I wasn't supposed to. My first choice was UTSA, but they didn't have Nutrition. Which doesn't even matter anymore because I switched my major to chemistry a long time ago. I think my life would have been a WHOLE lot better if I would have never gone to Baylor. The only regret I do not have about Baylor is that I met Camila. And she's turned out to be one of my all-time favorite persons in the world. I wish I could say there was something worth while in my time at Baylor. But there just isn't. I think sometimes you just screw up and waste your time somewhere you should have never gone in the frist place and there's nothing you can do about. At the same time I believe in God's word in that all things work together for the good, but up to this point that has not been revealed. Those are my thoughts for right now.